Matters of the Heart

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- On This Day of Hearts -

On this day of hearts
many things change,
and all that may seem normal
are the things that are strange
falling has a whole new meaning
kissing isn’t just a kiss,
holding isn’t just an embrace
and ignorance isn’t bliss
on this day of hearts
you know something you’ve never known,
you fall deeper than you’ve ever fallen
and you fly higher than you’ve ever flown
on this day of hearts
you may find what you might like,
don’t look now you may not see it
but there’s a chance lightning could strike.
- The Sun Shines Brightest -

The sun slowly rises
illuminating the skies,
with a beauty and brightness
that I see in your eyes
the heavens can be clear
an ocean of blue,
still the clarity I see
is not as pure as you
even on days
that clouds cover the sky,
the kingdom of heaven
will not always cry
the sun brightly smiles
caressing the world with its grace,
untouched by the wind
as it blows a kiss to your face
the sun holds its beauty
as it begins to set,
still it holds no candle to the vision
I saw on the day that we met
yet as it creeps over the horizon
mile by mile,
the sun shines its brightest
whenever you smile.
- No Greater Love -

For you and only you
there is nothing I won’t do,
anything you need
to prove that I am true
the Lord calls me away
yet in your heart I’ll always stay,
wait for me with faithfulness
I will return for you one day
a couple as we started
then we were going steady,
I strive each day to come back to you
all I ask is that you be ready
I go out to the world
as in my fathers house,
I will build a home for you
established as your spouse
till then I pray to God
everyday and night,
I ask Him, “is it time?”
He says, “not until you get it right”
I’ll get it right one day
He will see it in His eyes from above,
and as we look into each others’ hearts
we see that there is no greater love.
- Kissing -

I want to feel that sudden comfort
where nothing else could feel more right,
I want to taste that stolen breath
ignite the spark from that love at first sight
I want to feel those caressive lips
with the butterflies in my stomach asking, “could this be love?”
feel your body as we press at our hips
and tilt my head slightly enough…
for my body-language to state,
“we’re gonna be here awhile…so please don’t hesitate”
I’d like to feel the beat of your heart
notice the difference when your breathing loses pace,
your eyes are closed
I want to look at the peace on your face
kissing just once and you never forget
much like they say when you learn to ride a bike,
I want to indulge in the feeling
they say a kiss is supposed to feel like.
- Si Supieras La Verdad -

La media de la noche
despierto pensando en ti,
que hago sin mi alma
ya que puedes vivir sin mi
yo se que es mi culpa
porque yo se que te menti,
te hice creer en una mentira
para desaserme de ti
te hice pensar
que no estuve enamorado,
y ahora no se que hacer
sin tenerte a mi lado
me quedo confundido
atrapado en este estado,
te mandaria mi amor
pero me siento como un helado
no se que mas ser
otra noche sin ti,
te extrano mi bella
pero con otra yo no me fui.
- Your Dream Come True -

Have you ever dreamed of affection
in which you will shower,
from the man that you pray
builds you a garden with flowers
tulips and daisies
lilies and roses,
his most intimate thoughts
the night he proposes
a friendship with memories
grown with emotions,
faithful affection
deeper than the deepest oceans
and as your dream arrives
at the shores of your heart,
true love will live
till death do you part
each winter your garden
will be planted with seeds,
spring, summer and fall
fulfilling your needs
I write you this letter
wondering what you will do,
will you give me this chance
to make your dream come true???
- Distantly Together -

This distance is great…but really it isn’t,
sure you seem far…but really you’re not
I keep you in my heart and I keep you in my mind,
I don’t have you here to hold but I still have you in my arms
forever embraced and eternally “in” love,
I will never let you go because you are holding me too
not a day goes by that I don’t think of you,
because one thought of you always leads me to another
remember these words and the promise I made,
forever faithful I am and “in” love I’ll remain
you have promised your heart to me and only me,
I cherish all that you are because you make me complete
now and forever are the only two times,
that I want to be with you…yes you belong to me
your lips, your eyes, your smile…your hands, your arms, your touch,
your kiss, your hug, your love…all that you are and all you will be
everything you say and everything you do,
yes you belong to me and I do belong to you
the ring I’ll propose with says that it is you I will marry,
and as long as we’re “in” love…we really aren’t that far apart.
- Imposter -

I fell “in” love with a beautiful heart,
the one who once kept me from falling apart
the one who would hold me with a comforting embrace,
and when I looked into those eyes I saw a magical place
the smile was warm the touch was such a caress,
I fell “in” love and I felt nothing less
then something happened and you came along,
when you arrived things began to go wrong
please go away you have torn me apart,
I want my true love…the one with the beautiful heart.
- It’s Been Over -

It’s been over four years,
since I shed my tears
it’s been over for a while,
since I’ve seen your smile
it’s been over for so long,
since you did me wrong
it’s been over in time,
since the days you were mine
it’s been over and over and over and under,
since my eyes cried like rain and my heart shattered like thunder
it’s been over since we said it as we spoke on the phone,
it’s been over and without you I am cold and alone
it’s been over the heavens and over through hell,
the reason it’s been over…I will never tell
it’s been over between us and things aren’t the same,
it’s been over and still I won’t bad-mouth your name
it’s been over and there’s nothing left to say or do,
it’s been over for years and I’m still not over you.
- He Said, She Said -

He found her in the summer
when he didn’t search for anyone to be at his side,
he remained faithful and honest
by her heart he would abide
he never looked away
even when he cried,
he hoped to make her happy
everyday he tried
he was there when he was needed
because he loves her endlessly,
he said, “unless you let me go…

…you are not getting rid of me.”
She looked into his eyes
she looked into his heart,
she once told him
that they would never fall apart
she took hold of his hand
she led him in her direction,
she took the time to understand
she showed him unparalleled affection
she told him she was “in” love
she told him she wanted no one else,
then she said “good-bye”
and she left him by himself.
- Could There Be A Chance -
If the shoe was on the other foot
would you understand the way that I feel,
if you had the emotions of my heart
would you believe that what I feel is real…

could there be a chance
that I caught your eye,
could there be a chance
you feel the same as I
could there be a chance
you know what I’m going through,
could there be a chance
to say “I love you…”

I still keep your smile
in a little room in my heart,
because I hate it
when we are apart
I swear I hear your voice
in the middle of the night,
telling me you know
that now the time is right…

could there be a chance
that I caught your eye,
could there be a chance
you feel the same as I
could there be a chance
you know what I’m going through,
could there be a chance
to say “I love you…”

I’m lonely…I can’t eat or sleep,
I’m lonely…your memory I keep
I’m lonely…wondering about tomorrow,
could there be a chance that you would take away my
sorrow???
- She -
I saw her one time as she was standing there,
she had the loveliest smile with flowers in her hair
her skin looked so soft…and her lips must have tasted sweet,
her beauty over-whelmed me as my heart skipped a beat
silenced by shyness as I gazed into her eyes,
at that moment I knew what it meant to see the stars in someone’s eyes
surrounded by others but I only saw her,
it was love at first sight and this time I was sure
I couldn’t look away…I didn’t know what to do,
I was captivated by her smile…she was enchantment passing through
what would I say…would she know what I mean,
would she believe that she is the most beautiful girl that I’ve ever seen.
The Key To Sharing
- Enchanted Moment -

It’s been a while since I stared at the stars,
I gazed into your eyes…once lost I found you and here we are
laying here together after sharing a dinner for two,
and my mind races ahead pondering the things that we will do
I’m letting you touch my body as I am running my fingers through your hair,
I’m begging please don’t hesitate as it is pleasure we both shall share…

Down by the fireplace with a mink blanket on the floor,
I kiss your ear, your neck, your chest…as your breasts are wanting more
my hands caress your thighs and your waist as my right moves to your love,
and the massage of my affection is what you’ve been dreaming of
my tongue peaks out of my mouth eager to taste your skin,
slowly but with passion…I long to taste your juices from within…

I tease your warmth with pleasure and I slowly lick around,
I kiss your inner thigh…I lick again and then you make a sound
you faintly moan and quiver…. you’re over-heating from the rush,
you arch your back up off the floor and you tingle at my touch
embrace my face you pull me in…as you’re gazing down at me,
then your eyes roll back…you can’t hold back as you begin to scream…

Out of your mind you can’t decide if you want me to stop,
it feels so good and hurts so bad that your toes are about to pop
your every muscle tightens…jaws lock you squint your eyes,
now I’m the one you love and I’m the one that you despise
as I’m down to our rhythmic flow I gently begin to hum,
then you drop your back down on the floor…your thighs embrace my face as
you begin to cum.