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| - Distant Voice - Please hear my voice and listen to what my heart has to say, all choked up inside because I’ve been missing you more with every passing day each day has grown longer than a long day should be, I have been crying inside because I don’t have you next to me no one to laugh with when day turns to night, no one to talk to and make the wrong things right you are my closest friend the one who is always on my mind, it hurts so much remembering how we shared our time I went away…I miss you I understand it was my choice, please just listen closely to the hurt that’s in my voice. |
| - I Dreamt About You - Last night I dreamt about you and I spending time together, dreamt we shared our first kiss and in me it will last forever your lips felt soft they felt warm and tender, it may have been a dream but it is one that I will always remember I close my eyes and I can see the heavenly dream clearly, choked up inside…I am about to cry because I don’t have you near me since I woke up this morning I have been thinking about you even more, I have you on my mind and now I find I want your love more than before they say be careful what you wish for because it may just come true, when it comes to me I just want see me living this dream with you last night I dreamt about you and I in our own world together, dreamt we shared our first kiss and in me it will last forever. |
| - Same Book, Different Chapters - You know me and the type of person that I am, the last person to read a book…or even keep it in hand then one winter night I began to read this book which began the night I met you, now I haven’t considered placing this book down because reading it is all that I can do the first few chapters caught me it was each other’s personalities we got to know, the chapters that proceeded those described a friendship that would grow caught up in this book of ours I began to read ahead, jumped beyond the futures past when I should have remained where I was instead now I can’t turn back through the pages I have turned, I look at what has happened as a lesson from which I have learned I told you and I tell you that I understand and I will not attempt to force the situation, I leave the future that is in this book as a future meant to be fate’s creation some may ask me about my wait others may only ask me why, I say I feel we are reading the same book in different chapters… …as I’m waiting for you to be on the same page as I. |
| - The Only One - Let me tell you about someone who I believe is special to me, a lady in my life forever is what I want for her to be faithful to the heart I swear I will always stay, I can’t wait to see her again I miss her more than I did yesterday as I tell you about that someone who I am always thinking of, I pray that you read between the lines and see that this message is about love a love I feel is special and true it is also a love that I know will grow strong, it is a love you share with me a love that tells me we belong I know you may not believe these words that my beating heart is saying, I pray someday you will believe in me even after that I will keep on praying please listen when I say that from you I can’t stand being away, and if you looked into my mind and heart you would find that I embrace you there everyday. |
| - I’m Coming Home - It’s been tearing me up inside as I look at this picture of you, I find that thinking about you is all that I can do I picked up the phone and decided to call you after pondering whether or not I should, I heard this voice I haven’t heard in a while and it made me feel so good the voice I heard was heavenly sounded like an angel to me, it made me realize that with you embraced in your arms is where I should be I’ve been away for many days but I’m not going to be away for much longer, I think of you to help me get through each day because you are the reason that my heart beats stronger I look to my left and I look to my right but I only see you when I close my eyes, I sit alone choked up inside trying to hold onto my heart as it cries I just can’t seem to understand why I have been feeling this way, I only know that I should have never gone away I swear to you I’ll never go away again never will I leave you alone, embraced in your arms there will never be an end I’m letting you that I’m coming home. |
| - Distance Makes - I’m gazing at your picture as it’s hanging up in front of me, next to you embraced in your heart is where I long to be the weather’s getting colder I know the warmth is in your arms, and what you would find in me is protection from any harm staring out of my window just wondering where you are, just like the moon and the stars up above I know that you are far your smile in this picture is as real as real can be, a warmth is there I feel it touching almost as if you were next to me a lump in my throat as I look at you while opening each saddened eye, something about what I see in front of me makes me start to cry a tear drop runs down and jumps from my face landing on this paper I write on, it soaks through this paper as the pain soaks through my heart I’m feeling the hurt since the day I’ve been gone I can’t help myself from thinking of you your hearts’ affection I always ponder, I’m telling you it is true when they say that distance makes the heart grow fonder. |
| - Cherished Moment - Walking with you on this cold night as the stars lie still in the sky, Snowflakes swim in the cool winter breeze this is a docile world we are in…you and I you hold my hand in yours as I hold your gentle hand in mine, I have been waiting for this moment to arrive since what seems the beginning of time this magical moment is with us I pray this moment will never leave, I knew this moment would be for us all we had to do was believe having faith in something helps to make that something come true, I have held this faith deep in my heart to be the one to walk with you our steps leave their mark on the cool crisp snow, as together we walk on our journey we go if I am awake I beg of you to never let me sleep, I cherish this moment a moment I want to keep if I am asleep again I beg of you to never let me wake, this moment I cherish forever a moment I don’t want for time to take. |
| - My Feeling - It’s been a while since the day I left more than just a couple of days, waiting for a letter to arrive from you to read all that you have to say I’m feeling strange and I’m also feeling cold without the sound of your voice, I don’t have your touch…I miss you so much but I know leaving was my choice I feel homesick I’m feeling afraid I feel as though I can’t go on, I’m feeling like I made the biggest mistake I’m feeling as though life without you is wrong… I look out my window trying to see the sun but I don’t see it in the sky, it’s like looking deep into my heart and you are not there with I I’m sitting here about to cry my eyes are watery as they turn red, not receiving a letter from you makes me feel as though I’d rather be dead I’m feeling homesick I’m feeling so scared I’m feeling as though I just can’t go on, but if there is one thing I feel more than anything it’s that missing you is not a wrong. |
| - Tearing Me Up - How do I tell you how I feel how do I express what I feel is strong, how do I find the path to take in order to correct whatever went wrong we have had our ups and downs to go with every single plan, now that we make our plans again it’s time to continue on hand in hand please never let me go I’m begging you to hold me with your heart, I swear I’ll never let you go even when we are apart as we are stepping on in life we will have decisions from which to choose, I have you in my life and heart you are someone I do not want to lose you are the person for whom my heart feels and cares about, you are true, special and unique in this I truly have no doubt this is my expression of how I feel the only words I could find to describe, how much I wish you and I were real because this greatest short distance is tearing me up inside. |
| - My First Day - Recollecting moments teary-eyed I’m weeping, tempestuous emotions override me and my dreams as I am sleeping a nightmare is what I’m living sleepless as I wake, you had to leave my life and dreams it is my heart you didn’t hesitate to take at the start of each day I always had something to look forward to, but now you have departed what do I find to help me get through I don’t find the energy to open my eyes and see, I just can’t face the fact that I no longer have you next me I walk alone in circles attempting to understand this change, now that you are gone I know my life will never be the same our time together has concluded crying myself to sleep is all I can do, recollecting moments is how I spent my first day without you. |
| - Together, No More - I allude to myself a discussion about, moving on in life it’s you…I’ll have to do without your laughter, your smile your bright lively eyes; the things that you said which took me by surprise an emotional warmth I felt when we touched, my heart would throb as you told me you loved me so much allowing my emotions to get in the way, I became attached to you instead of preparing for our parting day I glimpse into the past when my heart knew no sorrow, I am hurting today as I pray to see you tomorrow I allude to myself a discussion about, trying to live when it’s you I cannot do without. |
| - Forever Embraced - I made a simple remark you said, “something’s never change,” and although it’s been a year I still feel the same I still fall asleep thinking of you late into the night, I still find a way to see you when nothing is in my sight I still contemplate about the night that we first met, a different situation one I won’t forget I still think about when I first expressed myself to you, a feeling once was born has grown into something true although I’ve been confused I have not become mad, although I must admit distance from you has made me feel sad I have no animosity or regrets over what you chose to do, because even though you’re in someone else’s arms I’m still holding onto you. |
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