| - Darkness of Heartbreak - When the light is gone as you have walked away from me, how do I find my way through life where is the love I used to see they say that love is blind I don’t believe that is true, is this because I have wanted to spend the rest of my life with you I put my past behind me when others did me wrong, with you my heart would not sing another sad love song through thick and thin before we swear each vow, I believed in love and I just could not see how you would take your love away from me I never thought our love would fly away, now I see no sunshine at the dawning of each day without you I just sit around when I move I only mope, I don’t see where I am headed without my light of hope. |
| - The Rose of Our Love - Do you remember the seed we planted the sweet rose would in turn grow, everyday it blossomed it was our love it would show its’ beauty, its’ grace its’ strength to go on, throughout stormy weather it proved to belong there in the morning of the glaring sun, in a field of daisy’s it was the only one and after sunset with the moon shinning bright, our rose alive under the stars in the still of the night I believed you would stay with me but you left me instead, and the rose that was our love ripped from our hearts is now a rose that’s dead. |
| - Illusions - Dreams I dared to dream the dream I thought we’d share, was only an illusion of the truth I thought was there feelings in my soul hurt, anger, disappointment and relief; I thought your love was real I came to find that it was only just belief I shared my dreams, my thoughts and feelings all others I forsake, if you only dream when you’re asleep then there’s nothing there when you awake before my dreams were shattered and you did what you had the nerve to do, I awakened every morning with something to look forward to now I sit in silence I don’t know what to say, I have nothing to look forward to at the dawning of each day I can’t awaken from this nightmare I’m falling apart at the seams, the truth is that there’s nothing they were just illusions of my hearts dreams. |
| - Memories - Memories are like heaven they can’t be taken by theft, when all in life has left you memories are all that’s left walks in the park or time under a tree, memories I hold dear when you belonged to me a hug, a kiss, a daze time together every day, memories of us before you went away I reminisce when we made love whispers in bed in each other’s ear, memories of our moments when we held each other near of course now things have changed you and I are not together, but we’ll always have the memories because memories last forever. |
| - I Thought I’d Never Say Never - Gathering pieces of this truly shattered heart, I am doing it alone now that we’re apart I gave you my affection for you to always take, instead you took advantage it’s my heart you didn’t hesitate to break how could you lie straight through your teeth when you looked me in the eye, to proud to shed a tear I would rather die nothing left to live for how do I survive, for the pinnacle of affection I thought together we would strive I’ve lost all ambition to continue to move on, when I thought you and I had the right kind of wrong when I lost you, my love I lost my best friend; and from this day forward I will never be happy again. |
| - Make It Stop - The pain that is felt from heartbreak and sorrow, shatters your dreams leaves no hope for tomorrow the pain is so grueling as it tears your soul apart, leaves you with no means to comfort your dying heart where you don’t want to live yet you don’t want to die, you don’t want to smile and you know you won’t cry this pain shreds your lungs you can’t even breathe, there’s no need for such pain it makes no sense to me tortured by headaches my stomach just turns, over heating from the rush as my broken heart burns I feel so alone my will to live I only drop, this pain really hurts please make it stop. |
| - The Woman of My Dreams - No matter what I say no matter what I do, never in this world will I ever find a girl like you a woman that I know will be all I will ever need, to be my only flower as I will be her only seed a woman whose scent I can only smell, a lady whose kiss my heart would never tell a woman whose embrace I would never talk about, a woman whose love would never leave me any doubt a lovely whose kiss would always ease my heart, a woman whose distance would tear me apart without this woman’s love I will fall apart at the seams, I pray each day in every way that I will meet the woman of my dreams. |
| - Tomorrow - I think about tomorrow I think about it time and time again, I think about tomorrow and if I’ll get to love you then I stay awake at night staring at the moon and each twinkling star, waiting for sunrise because maybe that is where you are I picture taking walks I’ve picked out a bench in the park, I hear us having talks I see us in the dark it’s just you and I sharing our time together, it almost makes me cry because tomorrow lasts forever… I think about tomorrow I think about it time and time again, I think about tomorrow and if I’ll get to love you then yesterday came and went but I didn’t get to see you there, I know you’re heaven sent I see it in your eyes, your smile and your hair for you I know I’m bent I’ll give it all up…I just don’t care, for each other we are meant I’m waiting for the sun to rise…maybe tomorrow you’ll be there. |
| - Even Though - We tried and we tried we dreamt and we cried, we’ve been through it all when we finished we sighed you said you didn’t need me and then I said that we should be apart, in the process of elimination we broke each other’s heart I don’t know what you’ve done since we went our separate ways, I only know I am the one left standing in a daze I’ve thrown away the flowers put the letters in a drawer, I’ve hidden all the gifts to not think of you anymore yet you’re still on my mind and you’re still in my heart, leave if you want to but we’ll never be apart my comforts’ in a bottle but that I won’t let you know, I can’t be held by another because I just can’t let you go. |
| - Where Was I - Looking back on my heartbreak past looking back on the life I lived, looking back on the love supposed to last looking back on the wrong I did looking back on myself in memory wish I knew then what I know now, how the hell did I let you get away wondering if I can get you back somehow I didn’t mean to hurt you you didn’t have to leave me, I know I don’t deserve you would you please believe me where the hell was I when I decided to let you go, where the hell was I to tell myself no where the hell was I when I said we were done, where the hell was I to tell myself you were the one… |
| - Sight - Living in my darkest hour without looking into your eyes, my vision is blurred as my passion for sight dies if you could see me going blind because I don’t want to see, there’s nothing worth looking at…if I can’t see you look at me the visions of waterfalls, landscapes and desert sands, are not nearly as beautiful as the sight of holding your hands dimensions and deceptions that eyes are capable of, refuse to see the defections that are blinded in true love but when I look at you…no matter what I see, I would rather look at no one else…because you are beautiful to me I miss you and your vision…when I look at you my hour never ends, I fell “in” love at first sight…but if I can’t see you once more… …then I don’t want to see again. |
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