Matters of the Heart

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- Even If My Heart Would Break -

Your heart seems to be
in a place away from your mind,
if you let me hold your hand
then it’s these two things that I’ll help you
find
we always laugh
and we find ways to talk,
if you let me hold your hand
then together we can take a walk
I won’t walk away
especially if our love is at stake,
I’ll always hold your hand
even if my heart would break…

I wouldn’t think twice
of ever letting you go,
I’ll do what I must
just to let you know
I would never leave
you alone in this world,
I don’t know how I have been
able to live without you as my girl
I’m here for you
with a feeling that is not fake,
and I will always live “in” love with you
even if my heart would break.
- Trying Too Hard -
I try to close my eyes
and I try harder to fall asleep at night,
I try to tell you how I feel
but I’m afraid my words won’t come out
right
I try to practice alone
the exact words that I want to say,
but I tend to forget every little word
when you come around my way
I try to write down some conversation
before I give you a call,
but when you answer the phone
I hear your voice and continue to fall
my emotions inside
just completely come over me,
and when I try to see the future
I can only see us eternally
I try to imagine you
embracing me tightly every day,
I try to imagine me loving you
only if I may
I tried so hard to find out who you were
and what was your name,
and since the day you told me
I will never be the same.
- Heartbreak Is A Fate -

I ask myself
where can my broken heart go,
but something just tells me
that love will let me know
I should have seen this coming
but now it’s just too late,
I can’t alter the past
to put a stop on my natural fate…

I guess I should have never kissed you
or given you the only thing I had left,
I should have saved that for someone special
for someone who would never try and forget
you said that you loved it
but you only took it in vain,
what could have led you to take feelings for granted
and cause others pain…

I continue to ask myself
where can my broken heart go,
yet a voice inside still tells me
that love will let me know
and since I didn’t see it coming
I have to face that it’s just too late,
I can’t turn back the clock
because heartbreak is a fate.
- Remembering -

Everybody has a dream
one that they don’t want to lose,
but sometimes fate has a way
of making a choice that we do not choose
I still remember how
you gently kissed me,
now I am only wondering
if you have begun to truly miss me
the memories that each
of our beating hearts will share,
are special moments
that my heart will not attempt to search for
anywhere
I will leave it for you and I
and leave our love to live in the past,
holding a special place in my heart
my love for you will always last
we both had our differences
so we chose to go our separate ways,
even though we’ll always love each other
we must seek to live in future days
staying as good friends
as we were when we first met,
remembering the love we had
a love that we should not forget.
- Standing In The Rain -

As the sun quickly fades
behind the gray colored clouds,
thunder harshly rumbles
across the heavens much too loud
the winds pick up their pace
as the breeze feels so pleasantly cool,
but now I’m the one who is hurting
because I was the only fool
I once thought love would be around
it should have been plain to see,
that love is like the weather
and will change constantly
now I can only wonder what happened
to the clear skies and the beautiful birds,
the bright future that I would see
with the comforting thoughts that I once heard
now I’m standing in a storm
alone as the rain drops kiss my face,
and as I’m standing in the rain
I look down into a puddle wishing I was in another place.
- Precious Little Rose -

Sitting in the dark alone
in the coldness where there is no light,
foolishly searching for a love
simply praying and just hoping for one if I might
I have walked on the cold winter nights
ones that are especially similar to one like this,
longing for that special someone
to share with me that special kiss
around the world a thousand times
searching for that special love,
looking for that special girl
in search of what I’ve been dreaming of
her love would be the water
my heart would be the seed,
and in order to make love grow
it would be her love for which I am in need
with her special care for me
as she would give me much attention,
I could grow to trust in her
and return twice as much affection
we would want to be together
we would be preparing to propose,
and our love would blossom beautifully
just like a precious little rose.
- Image of a Love -

Sparkling eyes that twinkle and shine
as does the moonlight on the face of the sea,
so precious is the love of your heart
that is why you are so dear to me
whatever your precious little heart would want
whatever your precious little heart would be needing,
I would strive to attain whatever it may be
in the dawn of morning or dusk of evening
whenever you may need some love
whenever you may need someone to care,
my love that which belongs to you
will be in my heart ready to be shared
it would be here for you at nightfall
it would even be around at the mid-night hour,it
would be yours for the taking
a taste so sweet that would never go sour
I know I don’t know much about everything
but I know that loving you is not a sin,
and as long as I don’t have you in my life
I could fight a hundred battles…yet the war I would
never win
I wonder if I am ever what you are dreaming of
because you are what I am always dreaming in my
mind,
visions of who you are and where you’re at
running through me over and over all the time.
- My Heart Cried -

Reminiscing on all the moments
you and I had shared,
when we said, “I Love You”
and when we showed we cared
the days that you and I
would always spend together,
when we took life for granted
and when we felt we’d be forever
then something happened to us
when you walked away and I had tried,
but after all was said and done
it was my heart that cried…

I couldn’t leave my room
I couldn’t even think,
and now as I pray to someday see you
I don’t take the chance to blink
hurting inside you once told me
that you wanted me back too,
but then I chose to stop and think
of what you had the nerve to do
you took things out of hand
and said that your love for me had died,
I sat alone in a storm of tears
the tears that were shed when my heart cried.
- Never Saying Good-bye -

I’m glad that we became close friends
yes I’m glad that we became the best of,
because I truly can’t see myself
living without your best friend love
we haven’t always gotten along
but I’m glad that has now changed,
and I admit that it was my fault
thank you for giving me the chance to explain
but when I think about you leaving
I can only start to cry,
to see the day when you are leaving
and I can’t even think of saying good-bye…

de ningun modo se me occurio
que el dia que te ivas llegara,
y ya que el tiempo a pasado
solamente tengo tus memorias
te extrano mucho y tambien
pienso tanto en ti,
por que no te tengo en mis brazos
en la noche cuando me voy a dormir
acostando me en mi cama
solamente puedo llorar,
sin teniendo te aqui
ya no mas quiero respirar…
…pero nunca te dire adios.
- Marry Me In Three -

For the many years
that we’ve been in each other’s lives
we have been together
for I think it was five
with so many memories
since the day we first met,
I cherish our time together
as the only years I will never forget
we have had our moments
to go with our ups and downs,
and that’s what made it possible
to find the special love we found
our love is so special
that we live in each other’s heart,
I would like to know that you would love
to live by the vows…till death do us part
through sickness and in health
for richer or for poor,
for better or worse
to keep something we’ve never had before
but death won’t do us part
because I will love you for eternity,
so I am asking you if we may take the next step
I’m asking you to marry me in three.
- Dear Diary -

I woke up this morning
with a thought lingering in my head,
about how it feels strange
when I have no one to hold me in my bed
no one to tuck me in at night
no one to kiss me good night on my lips,
no one to lighten up my spirit
when my hope for true love is in total eclipse
not a single night goes by
that I don’t stare teary-eyed into space,
wondering when I would have someone
who my arms and love would embrace
someone who would run her fingers
gently through my hair,
someone who would whisper little thoughts
just to let me know how much she cares
I’d give anything just to have someone
who knows exactly how to make love flow,
just telling you my thoughts
because these are thoughts that a diary should know.
- An Angel To Me -

An angel from heaven
in the clouds up high,
your mission is to make me
give love another try
here to protect me
since I’m heartbreak prone,
here to make sure
that I shall never be alone…
my crying eyes express
what is felt in my heart,
not able to mend
what has been torn all apart
like a jigsaw puzzle
it was shattered on the floor,
unable to see the love
that was once visible before…
an angel from heaven
here to bring me a love,
showing me how much you care
by never once giving up
so when I open my heart
I will slowly let you see,
that you are more than everything
because you are an angel to me.
Diary of a Longing Heart